So I am finally established here at Kean. The only thing i'm a little fishy about is the driving, because it requires me to wake up extra early just to beat traffic and that is a Bee. Thennnn I have to find a parking spot and that's never fun....and its getting colder outside which requires me to use my heat, using more gas. Oh well, while im here at work making sure ppl dont put they feet on couches, this is what I'm jamming to...



Luvin' C*
&Cane!

Enough is Enough

There is an event taking place tonight at Seton Hall University (my second home). It's called "The Extinction of Black Men".....

The question posed is "Are black men extinct or are females' standards too high?"

Enough is enough. Why are we having the same conversation over and over again???There's no shortage and women's standards aren't too high, I think people are just pussies and can't/don't want to step up to the plate because society puts out WAYYYYY too many stereotypes about specific races and genders that it scares people off into not even approaching one another.

That is how I have come to rationalize it.

Also everyone's out to get that 'perfect' mate when in reality it does not exist and folk need to realize that and just love each other for what it is, and not what we want.....

On another note, just when I was about to give up on Kean's University Center, I actually got a call about how I was supposed to work TODAY!!! Mind you no one ever called me to tell me my schedule...people are unbelieveable. So I actually start working on Thursday....I guess/hope.

Luvin' C*

&Happy Birthday to my girls Sash and Lindsay. Damn we gettin' old

Don't Rain On Me

I hate when people look at me.

If you are not gonna say anything, not even smile, keep it moving please. Do not stare me in the face like I am supposed to know you cuz i keeps it moving.

With that off my chest, it's been raining all week and its gonna be like this next week. I always thought we weren't supposed to tailgate folk and rock high beams in rain, and fog, and wind.....Well apparently that's what they do in New Jersey and New York because on my way to school I almost caught a heart attack. I was waiting for one of those BMW's or Benz or Audi's to come and basically run me off the road. Idiots.

This school situation is slowly but surely getting better. Of course the UC job is officially over because I cannot wait on money..I need it now. Had an inteview with New York&company and it went SUPER well, so I am expected to be getting paid pretty soon....

Last night I went to a panel discussion about "Why Go Greek?" and there were a set of identical twins there. Now me being the twin I am, I'm lookinga these girls like 'why are they dressed exactly the same???" Their hair was the same, shoes and everything. I didnt understand it. You are seniors in college, why are you still dressing alike??? I know Cane and I couldn't do that unless we both REALLY liked an outfit but even then, i dont think we would dress alike because it decreases the chance of getting more and a variety of pieces we can both wear.Genius.

"Don't threaten me with love, baby. Let's just go walking in the rain."

-Billie Holiday

Luvin' C*

&not these worms.

Liquor Store Blues

I got the blues.....yes I do.......(but i dnt drink)

Well my reflection came to see me yesterday and we watched the Miami Hurricanes man handle those Pittsburgh Pirates. But she's back home now and I'm by my lonesome in New Jersey;( I have zero dollars and homework to do so I guess i'm staying in tonight. I am thankful for the opportunity to go to school but im not thankful for the financial situation it has put me in. I did get a job on campus but nobody knows when i'll be starting so I feel like I'm wasting my time. Thanx to these greedy Universities and old heads tryna run it, i'm depressed because i cannot do anything. Im starting to think i made a huge mistake in coming to Kean because:

A)lack of green, and

B) they have taken away everything they offered that actually made me want to go to the school (Social work program and the track team),

C) as much as I love driving, I'd rather be living on or closer to campus so i can actually be involved with the school a little more.

I have no clue what to do with myself at this point and since they put about $200,000 in bonuses to the president of the damn school, full time profs and departments are being dropped and I basically cannot find anyone knowledgable to help me out with this entire dreadful situation.....

Dammit, school should never have to be this hard and stressful. Its enough we have to pay thousands of dollars for tuition and everything else but this whole "Five-star education" slogan Kean University is running with is a sham and a lie. Yea they have a beautiful campus, but that's all it is, a beautiful campus (oh and too bad its about 99.9% not smoke free-ill probably have lung cancer by the time i graduate).....

Good-Ness.

No use in complaining right....

Luvin' C*

&

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Ok

Of course my life has been a little less than eventful these last couple of day. Mostly due to the fact that I am a broke college student with no legitamate source of income in my pocket just yet. Right now i should be doing homework and being studious but i have yet to actually do that today. BUT....

Sports reporter Ines Sainz and Redskins RB Clinton Portis.....

She is a sports reporter who felt "uncomfortable" while interviewing NY Jets QB Mark Sanchez. Portis then went on his radio show and basically said "what does she expect??" he also said something along the lines of her probably being on the 'prowl' for an athlete. In the end he had to apologize&she said its not a big deal.....SO WHY DID YOU MAKE IT A BIG DEAL?????

I am all for women in the sports world being productive and taking care of business in a male dominated industry but with that being said, you have to know how to handle and conduct yourself when 53 testosterone driven alpha males see a woman with breasts and booty...They get rowdy and rude and act like MEN. I'm not saying what they did was right, but I saw what she had on while at the Jets facility and she basically set herself up not to be taken seriously. She basically looks like a cheerleader with a tape recorder& when men are around each other 24/7 and they get a look at something "fresh", you are bound to get called out and that's exactly what happened. She need to build a tougher skin and use some kind of sense....

Im just saying;)

Ok

Luvin' C*

*the fact that my parentals are coming to deliver me some de niro.wonder how long that'll last&i'm in need of some serious sugar.

Took it Down

The most perfect way to end of ths summer, BBQ and west indian folk lol Yesterday was the west indian day parade in brooklyn ny. It was soooo nice outside and even nicer to spend the day with the people that mean the most to me, my family and friends. Even though it got a litle hectic, we managed and I didn't blow a fuse looking for motorcycles----they were right in front of me, all over;)

Im happy.

Just tired.

Class at 7:30 till forever.

Luvin' C*

&that GSXr

New Post

Since I am still a little under the weather and ridiculously broke I have decided to write on this beautiful blog I have going on. I am still in PA waiting to receive my check so I can be on my way back to New Jersey. My pop gave me a remedy for my cold- lime and honey. Hopefully that'll calm me down. Usually I am dying but right now I'm good;) Got some jobs lined up. Maybe I'll actually get one of them!!

Classes tomorrow.Only two. But that's enough for me in one day lol.

I hope I dnt cuss anyone out on the parkway:)

Be aware.

Luvin' C*

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