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New PAC DIV ENJOY. U KNOW I ALWAYS DO. Luvin' C*

Christmas Mayhem

This is all I really want for Christmas.

Julia Roberts' Eat Pray Love on DVD

and 

The Kindle Fire HD.

I love that movie. I watched while I was doing a long 12-hour shift at work and I couldn't stop smiling. Julia Roberts is an amazing actress.

And the Kindle is because I would like something more handy other than my phone. Using that thing 24/7 hurts my hands.

No bueno.

Plus my eyes are getting worst and I need something bigger since I'm not carrying my laptop around. I also realized the only reason i really have my laptop is to write papers and since i'm currently not a student (and dont know how long i wont be...)i hardly turn my computer on.....and its a hassle  The charger is so dead, held together with duct tape and my computer can't stay on for 5 minutes without it being plugged up because the battery has been demolished.

After I buy my car, i'll buy a computer if i really need it.

Oh snap, how could i forget Thanksgiving yesterday.....I worked until 9am just to wake up and go to jersey to hang with family and leave early to be back at work for 9pm 

:(

not fun, because my family is always one for great times and although i experienced some of it,i would've preferred all but i'll take what i can get.

 Im just thankful.

And no I havent left my house since i've woken up. People and they crazy black friday antics. everyone in my family is grown and we not about that life anymore. anything we "want" for christmas are wants and not needs so its not imperative we go out and freeze our buns off.

Welp, as usual im home alone on a friday night, watching football. i guess ill run, workout, and put up the christmas tree tonight.

Good Deal

Peace&Love,

Curty

Daley

Currently jamming to this guy as i look over my student loans which i start paying back next month

So much fun, I cannot wait!!!!!

-_-

smh

Antiwho, i am currently a little crippled. I cannot drive or go to the gym or do anything really physically demanding.

Why do u ask????

Because I am suffering from the worst kind of muscle spasm known to man.....starts with a 'T' and ends in 'S'...(i forget what its called)..and its on my neck. Along with that, one of my joints is a little misplaced so pairing those together along with muscle inflammation, I really cannot do much as I am in a whole lot of pain. All day yesterday, i popped meds and laid down with a heating pad because it was all i could do. 

i'm only upset i cant workout because im finally starting to see changes in my body with strength training

:)

AND it's the first full weekend i've had off since labor day and I wanted to do alot......

But i shouldn't be complaining because i could've been way worse than what it was.

Thankful

Luvin' C*

2 Terms

Okay so Obama won a tight race but he did it. Now let's move on with it. Yes I'm glad our President is Black for another four years but geez.......some people are taking it too far, like people who I wouldn't expect.....They are the ones i am talking about....the ones that don't know anything about politics but only voted because Obama is black smh. it's important to know the issues at hand.....

Welp, I see my vote counted and I'm happy about that....

In other news

Everytime i go to the Nike store, I buy something...even if its to return an item, i'll be in the sale section getting something. Well, my logical explanation is i got paid and I been working hard so I deserve a little something. Whenever I get something from the Nike store, I KNOW i am going to use it so why not...plus i work out just about everyday and all i wear nowadays is workout clothes because i dont go anywhere fancy smancy anymore and i already have clothes for all that soooooo....

Speaking of working out, i have come to the realization that I like men with bald heads

lol

but it only works if you're fit&in shape.

No way am i looking for a bald headed guy who does not work out.....IT will not work out.....you gotta have one with the other. cant be bald and a little on the heavy side and under 25. 

now at the gym i go to, there are alot of bald african american men that look very fit and me likey

:) 

and they are older than 25 (of course), and if you know me, you know how i do

#BAMPOW

Peace&Love,

Curty

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PERSONAL POLITICAL ACTIVIST, MINETTE WILSON

:)

LOVE YOU BOO

He Said

One of my boys said you haven't lived until you have lived on your own, outside your parents' house and them not helping you with your bills and to some degree, i def agree. Some kids say they're on their own but their parents pay for everything with no input from themselves....

Sure i've lived on my own, but my parents paid certain expenses and i paid for certain things, but i still felt the struggle. you cannot do as much as you would if you were under your parents' roof b/c you have to spend your money wisely. 

And now that i am back home, i really haven't done much put get on the daily grind and that grown-up life of working, cooking, exercising, and spending time with family. There have been dates here and there, and thats all its been, a date...no second....

But back to the task at hand.

Money.

So for me, that means strictly paying my bills and balancing my spending with whatever's coming in, basically not spending beyond my means like i used to. I would like to think i've cut my spending at some point but now i just think it's because i have a better paying job where i can disperse my money evenly while having a nice amount to put in my two savings accounts and my pocket.

:)

Money does make the world go round.

Sad but true.

Luvin' C*

&not this root canal. The third on this one tooth and the pain is ridiculous, it never felt like this before.....but i guess thats probably why i had to get it retreated

smh

Oh and Happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD.

I've known this woman since 4th grade. She has grown into a woman all her own. She has gotten married and lives in New Orleans with her military beau. She's also preggers and beautiful. Her babygirl, Samone is soon to be in the world and I have.

And i am proud to a Godmother

:)

Well, thats all.

happy birthday.

Peace&Love,

Curty

Life

Life After Graduation

Is not all its cracked up to be.  Yesterday i had the joy of running to New Jersey to spend some time at my old stomping grounds of Kean University because I will not be able to attend Homecoming this weekend (boooooo).

Work has taken over my life. Since I work overnights, I literally come home at about 7/8AM, sleep till about 1:15PM, workout/go to the gym, cook&eat, sleep, and go back to work. That is my life. I'm paying my bills and trying to save for a car and get ready for these loan payments im gonna be making probably next month. Its just repetition and boring. 

lol.

But it is what it is.

Back at Kean, I saw some of the underclassmen i was cool with and I told everyone to enjoy college as much as you can. Dont rush anything. If you want to do something, do it (but dont die,seriously). College is a learning experience and you're on your own. Once college is over, you'll be back at your parents house living the grown up life of pure boredom and fun every so-often. Maybe that doesn't hold true for everyone, but its the majority. Our generation is tight and really not in a great position once we cross that stage. I find it extremely disrespectful and an insult that some of my friends cannot get a job because they are "overqualified".

OVERQUALIFIED.

Bullshit.

It obviously gets me upset because we put in so much to get that degree and we'll spend the rest of our lives paying back the government for an education to get a job with a salary that we cannot even enjoy.

That's the shit I dont like.

Excuse my language but i am upset and that's how i get when i am upset.

My godsis and I were discussing this last night over dinner and we were both not hype on the fact that paying back these loans so soon out of college will put you in debt and your credit score will be shit. She pays about $600 every month in just school loans pack to the government. I feel like i'll be living with my parents until im 40 and i should just marry some wealthy guy. its extremely discouraging, not being able to save up for the long haul.

smh.

Lastly, i guess all i left to say is, Vote. 

Vote.

Peace&Love,

Curty.