June 11, 2013

Oh Hello Blog

I have been neglecting this thing because nothing really significant happens in my life anymore where I feel the need to share with people or tell any kind of story. 
Since my last post, I have still been working out, unsuccessfully cut out the bad foods i eat, went to Michigan for a wedding, have an interview for a part time job, got accepted into graduate school (back at Kean).....now I'm waiting to hear back from Lehigh University because i kinda wanna stay in Pennsylvania because i dont wanna pay rent in New Jersey as much as I love Jersey and the freedom i have out there, it just makes sense financially to live at my parents' house rent-free and eat all there food.
I'm still working overnights at my current job and with this hopefully part-time gig, I can get my money all the way up, pay more bills, and save more money than I have been (which has been about none).
Life is tough, thats why i'm going back to school. im not satisfied.
At All.
The Hurricane

At my childhood beach, Belmar


Race day- Before

Race Day-After

Bride and Groom.....Natalia and Joseph

We're Sexy.

Alana and the Bride...cousins

Trouble 1 and 2 :)






May 7, 2013

I Done Did It



On Sunday I completed my first (and hopefully not my last) Half Marathon. It took place in Long Branch, New Jersey, "down at the shore". 
That was THEE longest 13.1 miles of my entire life. Since Thursday, I have been sick (and still am). I was debating whether or not to do the 5k portion of the day instead because I had been coughing up my lungs the night before and my body was entirely too weak. 
Luckily, my reflection came along  for the support and told me I am doing the half because I've trained so hard for it. 12 weeks is what all this one day came down to.
I ran with a group of young ladies that I respect and admire, all beautiful black women doing great thangs in the world. Of course we all started out together and somewhere along the way, we got separated. When running a race like that with the amount of people that were there, its great to be able to keep your own pace and know you still won't be theeeee last person crossing the finish line. I saw my reflection along the route cheering me on, and im so greatful for it. all the volunteers and random people who sat outside their homes giving us words of encouragement and support really, really, really does help. its surprising how much motivation it actually gives you when you feel like your legs are on the verge of running the hell away from you and kicking you in the ass for putting through so much.
All in all, i finished in under three hours (2:45ish) which would've been better if I weren't sick as a dog, but
I DID IT.
I literally almost felt like crying when I saw the beach.
The Jersey Shore has been through so much and I am glad I was able to donate my time, money, and body to help a portion of the place of where I call home forever and always.
:)
C*

April 27, 2013

one week

one week until my half marathon. since i last wrote,my feelings havent changed,im still scared.hopefully ill have enough confidence to finish the race decently. since moving back home (to PA) i've been lacking all types of confidence and my self-esteem gets low. theres absolutely no motivation to help me get to where i wanna be. in a way,i kinda feel like im just stuck here, working to pay bills and barely saving. im literally on the verge of getting a second full time job just so i can have a little extra something for myself and not feel guilty about spending.
overall, life after college is shit.
i recommend,if you dont think  you need to go to college,dont. youre wasting money and time.sure do a technical school or something......but a four year degree doesn't mean what it used to.
thats where im at right now with life.

C.

February 19, 2013

the challenge

i know i have been missing action.....i finally signed up for a  half marathon  and honestly theres no turning back. i paid for it, i booked my hotel&i've started training. i am really scared and intimidated by a race of this magnitude. 
13.1 miles
thats a whole lotta steps to be taking.
so as for right now,thats my life.....
along with work,tryna find another job&deciding when im going back to school money makes the world go round and i simply dont have it......as much as i been trying to save,its just tough.
but im happy i am where i am 
just never satisfied.

peace&love.
Curty

January 4, 2013

My Happy

Its a New Year and everyone wants to get on that "new you" shindig. 
I dont get it.
 I myself am keeping up with the great things I been doing and trying to eliminate the negative which is harder said than done.
Its only four days into the new year and I can already say its been good.
lol
Just stay happy and keep negative thoughts out.
Smile and hold the door open for someone.
Be polite as to not get your food spit in.....
That last one is literally what i live by
lol
 What makes me happy.....
Running.
Traveling.
H2O.
Fruit.
Great Women.
Confident Men.
Sunshine.
Almost any couch :)
CAKE.
Love.
Growth.
Prosperity.
some of my familia.
some of my friends.
All of the people in my life
:)
I got ya back jack.
Peace&Love.
Curty*

P.S. I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE Alicia Keys' new album.....GIRL ON FIRE.
#dasit

December 10, 2012

I Wanna Dance



Yep
Das it
I wanna shake my buns at some point this weekend because I haven't been out in a while.
Peace&Love.
The Cuddyer
:)

December 9, 2012

Scally



working late nights has me glued to VH1 Soul.
Literally.
I dont have that channel at home so its all i really watch while at work (and ESPN) and talk to my boy.
Thats what i do after i do an hours-worth of work on a 12 hour shift.
Eh what can ya do.
Really cant complain because i have a job but I am looking for another because these bills are no joke and i would really like to save money.
i just figured out my budget for the month and where i need to cut back....i need to cut back on everything lol
no shopping whatsoever.
at all.
only to make recipes.
no unnecessary spending at any demon-mall
lol
im only gonna go out when its free and i only have to pay for gas.....which is hardly ever.
I really do wanna do something for new years' though because its been a great year and i never really do anything special beacause no one invites me anywhere because they think i live 3 hours away from civilization.
Hopefully my friends will actually come out if i plan something.....in PA or Jersey.
Or i'll just hang out with my friend in Jersey....since he actually has a life.


Peace&Love
Curty*