September 24, 2010

Liquor Store Blues

I got the blues.....yes I do.......(but i dnt drink)
Well my reflection came to see me yesterday and we watched the Miami Hurricanes man handle those Pittsburgh Pirates. But she's back home now and I'm by my lonesome in New Jersey;( I have zero dollars and homework to do so I guess i'm staying in tonight. I am thankful for the opportunity to go to school but im not thankful for the financial situation it has put me in. I did get a job on campus but nobody knows when i'll be starting so I feel like I'm wasting my time. Thanx to these greedy Universities and old heads tryna run it, i'm depressed because i cannot do anything. Im starting to think i made a huge mistake in coming to Kean because:
A)lack of green, and
B) they have taken away everything they offered that actually made me want to go to the school (Social work program and the track team),
C) as much as I love driving, I'd rather be living on or closer to campus so i can actually be involved with the school a little more.
I have no clue what to do with myself at this point and since they put about $200,000 in bonuses to the president of the damn school, full time profs and departments are being dropped and I basically cannot find anyone knowledgable to help me out with this entire dreadful situation.....
Dammit, school should never have to be this hard and stressful. Its enough we have to pay thousands of dollars for tuition and everything else but this whole "Five-star education" slogan Kean University is running with is a sham and a lie. Yea they have a beautiful campus, but that's all it is, a beautiful campus (oh and too bad its about 99.9% not smoke free-ill probably have lung cancer by the time i graduate).....
No use in complaining right....
Luvin' C*


MeLoVe said...

If you aren't happy don't stay there. Regardless of what anyone else thinks,this is your life. You are such a smart woman you know what you need to do to reach your goals. If Kean isn't part of it then EH SCREW THEM.:)


CURTY* said...

Aww thanx mel....i know what i have to do but im still gonna stick it out for this semester. I already know its gonna get better but im not patient enough. Its basically money--thats why im in a slump;( im probably bi-polar lol